[What a strange feeling, she thinks, to have someone tell her she should be proud of herself. Of course, she can't recall if that has ever happened before. It makes her feel strange, like an impostor in her own skin, but... Maybe she can grow to deserve it.
She certainly doesn't feel like she deserves it now, when the memory of Hannibal's broken and bleeding body set before her is still fresh in her mind. But it's almost funny, how this keeps happening. Jason comforting her by the lake after that happened to Seizaburo, Xion telling her she has nothing to apologize for - all of it makes her wonder if there's fundamentally worthwhile about herself that she's been messing.
What a wonderful thing to think about, and what an awful time to be thinking about it. That would be the way it goes, wouldn't it? Her smile grows a little bitter, but no less genuine. She feels his face resting on her shoulder.
He is here with her, and soon Jason will be too, and that will be enough.]
Yeah. It'll be awesome, no doubt.
[Something to pull her through tomorrow, no matter what happens.]
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She certainly doesn't feel like she deserves it now, when the memory of Hannibal's broken and bleeding body set before her is still fresh in her mind. But it's almost funny, how this keeps happening. Jason comforting her by the lake after that happened to Seizaburo, Xion telling her she has nothing to apologize for - all of it makes her wonder if there's fundamentally worthwhile about herself that she's been messing.
What a wonderful thing to think about, and what an awful time to be thinking about it. That would be the way it goes, wouldn't it? Her smile grows a little bitter, but no less genuine. She feels his face resting on her shoulder.
He is here with her, and soon Jason will be too, and that will be enough.]
Yeah. It'll be awesome, no doubt.
[Something to pull her through tomorrow, no matter what happens.]